Friday, November 26, 2010 @ 8:44 PM
shedding a tear and falling down deep.
dear heart,
its been a while since you last beat like this, since you last fell so hard shattering it became so easy. and im sorry, because i made you hope and believe.
"theres no spark"
i knew it well before, even now.. i just.. didnt want to face it. i kept getting 'confused' but i guess in reality i was just too afraid to face the truth. fact of the matter is, im just a friend.. always will be one.
see, i have no problem with that. like you or not, i'll always be here if you need a helping hand. ill always wake you up when you need an alarm clock and will always give you advice especially when you need it the most.
see the thing is, you knew
that i like you.
somethings can be misinterpreted, but considering some situations we've had how do you expect me to freaking interpret it?
this year..
i thought i could at least end it right.
but considering what i must do now,
it might now even start right at all,
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hindi ko na po yata kaya...
its been a real tough and emotional year.
hate shedding a tear when you've fallen down deep.