Sunday, March 7, 2010 @ 10:20 PM
-tonight.
"Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night."
For a moment there i followed you,
I made a promise
A vow.
I was going to help myself
For once.
But here tonight not even a week..
I find myself
back in my old footsteps..
finding everything i hid one by one..
whats the use?
everytime i hide a memory of you
it was..
a relief at first
and then misery
i constantly
look...
afraid..
to forget you.
***
erasing me one by one..
but it has to be done..
i have to let you go.
and keep my hope that you will come back....
but how..
"Absence from whom we love is worse than death, and frustrates hope severer than despair. " ~William Cowper
-time will lessen the pain, heal the heart but it will never erase the fact that i.. love you.
p.s. i love you.