Wednesday, February 10, 2010 @ 5:51 AM
-a glimpse.
i saw you today.... you face was covered.. i guess that was good, i didnt try to pay attention much on you face... the hoodie helped alot but that leather jacket. man.. you always looked good in it.. wish you were wearing something else.. then maybe just maybe.. i wouldnt have recognized you at all..
but..
i still walked away upset..
i dont know why..
i really..
really.. dont know why..
i punched a wall as i walked in and my coworkers kind of followed me the moment i stepped out again.. trying to ask me what was wrong yet i just stayed talking on the fone.
i tried to keep my cool, even tried to speed ahead but even that didnt work..
why did i react the way i reacted?
defense not to get hurt anymore?
thats the only thing i can think of..
sigh.
it didnt work much..
i saw you..
you looked happier..
i was watching you from my side mirror.. and all i can think of is that..
i thought i was going to be happy when i see you in a better place than i am..
but i guess i was wrong..
i kind of half wished.. that i stayed a lil.. and maybe get a hug.. but i ran away as fast as i could..
just ran inside.. and tried to leave as fast as i could...
i wonder if this is your song..
let me know if this is still your song..
Have faith in me- A Day to Remember
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2YSkdpqJQlc
p.s. i still love you.